There is nothing more for me. There is no more I want to say. I am finished with me. I feel complete. I had one fight after another in the end … trying to figure out what to do … preparing to die … suffering. Don't know why I did it. Maybe I wanted to die, wanted to let it out. Maybe I did it because I didn't want my end of life to be on a stretcher, in a hospital. That was so final and so expected … there was no fear … I wouldn't care if someone was looking at my body. I wouldn't care. Help me.

What can I do to stay alive
I know I’m dreaming
I can't get out of bed
I'm too afraid to move

The ache is in my bones
When will the burn go away?
I've been begging on my knees
Let's live it up one last time

One more day.
At least for today.
And I remember that damn day

The mask would fit perfectly
Trying to become a flower.
Eternity is so very long.
Well, what's your excuse?

If all of a sudden I come home
The house is empty, cold and empty.
The curtains are drawn
All the lights are out.

Save me. I'm so unappreciative. I'm so unappreciative. I have had many great experiences with a lot of truly amazing people. I've gone through some of the most amazing, deep, emotional experiences of my life and have been blessed with some of the most beautiful, nurturing, loving, nurturing and amazing people in my life. Why can't I do the same? Is it because they were better than me at something? Or is it because they are better than me at something? Or is it because I'm not so smart? Or is it because

Over the years, I tried everything I could to fill my hole
From everyone around me, I do it for them
Cause I gotta do it for you, no matter how much it hurts
Suffering makes me stronger

No matter how bad I feel inside
It'll never stop being true

I was alive, now he's gone
From everyone around me, I do it for you
Cause I gotta do it for you, no matter how much it hurts
Suffering makes me stronger

No matter how bad I feel inside
It'll never stop being true

Goodbye.